I don't want to feel anything, anymore
Laying on my back
Bleeding out on the bathroom floor
I don't want to feel anything, anymore
No flora
No Fawnna
No fading this song out
No favor to a god could bring your presence back upon us
If Nirvana exists, then I hope that you have found it
If not, I hope that nothingness is better than your life was
Hung up on the typos
Hanging like some type of tapestry of life goals
One eye like a cyclops
Empty words when I talk
Emotions in I sulk
Never watch where I walk
Darkness to which I flock
Stuck on the expression, not intent
If life's a lesson
I can see the reason you abandoned shipwreck
Trust me when I lesson life to nothing but a question with no answer
I could give a shit less
I don't want to feel anything, anymore
Laying on my back
Bleeding out on the bathroom floor
I don't want to feel anything, anymore
Never mind the distance
If you would have called, I would have been there in an instant
If you needed anything, you know I would have gifted
But nothing that I could have done would change your ill persistence
You had a goal and you pursued it
The truth is I envy your courage to follow through
If you didn't have a child your choices would be for you
But you abandoned hope, so what do you expect them to do?
And nothing's been the same since
Aimless, I wander through the days graceless
Made to face this
No basis, I'm wasting away
I hate to say I think about you every single day, but...
I don't want to feel anything, anymore
Laying on my back
Bleeding out on the bathroom floor
I don't want to feel anything, anymore
credits
from Lament,
released September 11, 2020
Produced by NKNGS
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