Broken mirror
That's seven years of bad luck
I must have broke a dozen or this punishment don't add up
Try to find a reason
Turns out I'm just a sad fuck
Try to steer clear of where my failures let the crowd judge
Now what?

Tower over everyone I've ever known
Just so I can keep my head down
I stay as still as stone
I'm not alone
But some days it might feel that way
And if I need to cope, I don't need you to tell me how to pray
Just get out of my way
Everybody's suffering
Everything is different than it was when we were seventeen
Douse myself in gasoline
Strike a match and cause a scene
Swallow my Fluoxetine
Chase it down with kerosene

I'm evergreen
Forever blue
I'm stuck between
The darkest hues

Give me that cold blood
So I don't have to pick my battles
Give my that bold front
So I don't have to feel so rattled
Give me that old gun
And anything they send I'll handle
I zip my coat up and watch my life slowly unravel

So mirror, mirror shattered on the floor
It's such a chore
Just to wake up from the dreamland that I live in anymore
Kick the door in
Find me hiding under bed like scared child
Forget what it is to feel happy, hopeful and beguiled
Into the wild
I've wandered in a hazy state
Walk into a rose bush
Beauty is the biggest pain
I feel the ache
Nothing will ever be the same
I'm not okay
But everything is fucking great

I'm evergreen
Forever blue
I'm stuck between
The darkest hues